your beginning to someone else's middle.love collective via mountainside bride
I guess I've always been comparing my beginning to someone else's middle. I've spent my life not just believing that I shouldn't fail, but that I don't even know how to get started failing in the first place. I've kept myself hovering about the beginning as if it didn't matter, as if I could be safe and content here. But I'm not content and I no longer feel safe. Did I ever? Can you feel safe at the bottom? Well I'm back at the beginning again, ready to get started, ready to try hard enough for the middle. You believe in me don't you?